unrequited love

i should try to grow some. in a little greenhouse. they need lots of humidity.
I love sleep, but it eludes me. I started taking kava root extract a couple nights ago which is pretty great because it helps me fall asleep instead of getting all itchy and staying awake for hours. unfortunately it doesn’t last that long and I’m still waking up in the middle of the night. But….it’s better than nothing. I really should go to bed right now, but I’ve been so restless and lazy all day. I haven’t gotten anything done to my satisfaction because I keep getting bored and doing something else. I wish I’d tired myself out during the day. Maybe sleeping on the couch would help. Sometimes I need a change of scenery and I’m pretty good at falling asleep on couches.
